My Inner Torch
My Inner Torch offers direct and personal insight with help for those of us in a relationship with someone who is undiagnosed/diagnosed with a Cluster B Personality Disorder. This is a safe place to come for words of inspiration that draw from my personal experiences and is produced to gain understanding and to find direction as we navigate through the often difficult relationships with those we love who suffer with a Cluster B personality disorder that includes BPD and NPD. PLEASE NOTE: This podcast is NOT for those who suffer with these disorders. This podcast is for survivors of these challenging and difficult relationships.
My Inner Torch
How does a Cluster B LOVE you?
🎯 Key Takeaways
Core Points:
- Cluster B love is conditional—rooted in need and survival, not empathy.
- Their “love” is a performance designed to meet their own needs.
- Their emotional world operates differently, focused on survival rather than genuine connection.
- You deserve mutual, unconditional love—they may not be capable of giving it.
- Heal by letting go of the fantasy and grieving what you gave.
- Seek love from someone who can truly reciprocate.
🔍 Summary
The Nature of Cluster B Love
People with Cluster B personality disorders experience love differently than most. Their emotional world is shaped by survival instincts rather than empathy and connection. Their love is often distorted by early trauma and unsafe attachments, making it feel more like a transaction than a true bond.
Love as a Performance and Transaction
For Cluster B individuals, love is a performance—a tool to get what they need. During the initial phase, they use practiced tactics to win affection and validation. They soothe their own fears and regulate their emotions through mirroring and praise, but this isn’t love for you—it’s love for what you can provide. It feels real to them in the moment because they live in the present.
The Shift to Devaluation
When their needs change, the mask slips. The warmth fades, and you’re left feeling criticized and discarded. While they may have believed their feelings at the time, it was never love born from empathy or vulnerability. It was driven by fear and need, based on what you could give rather than who you are.
Conditionality and Lack of Empathy
Cluster B love is deeply conditional. Affection can turn to rage or silence if you don’t meet their expectations. They lack the emotional tools for genuine love—not out of malice, but because they never learned them. They love with the toolkit of a wounded child.
The Path Forward for Survivors
You cannot receive mutual love from someone who never learned how to give it. Healing means accepting this truth, letting go of the fantasy, grieving what you gave, and rebuilding your emotional world. You deserve reciprocal love with someone truly capable of it. Your capacity to love is a strength, not a flaw. Peace to you, now and always!