Home Before Expansion: The Psychology of Loving Staying at Home

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What if your sudden desire to stay home isn’t avoidance, but a sign your nervous system is recalibrating?

After major growth, many people experience something confusing:
 you understand what happened, you’ve left high-control environments, toxic roles, or conditional relationships, and yet you feel unmoored. Socializing feels draining. Home feels safer. And you start wondering if you’re losing motivation… or losing yourself.

In this episode, we unpack the psychology and biology of loving staying at home, and why this phase often appears right after you outgrow your old life - but before your next expansion.

You’ll learn why:

• The mind can “get it” while the body is still searching for safety
• Leaving power-and-control spaces disrupts belonging at a nervous-system level
• Motivation doesn’t disappear - it reorganizes
• Relief comes before expansion (and why confusing the two keeps people stuck)

Using research on belonging, nervous system regulation, attachment, and social safety, we explore why your body craves predictable rhythms, low noise, and environments where connection doesn’t require performance or self-betrayal.

This conversation also maps a third path - beyond going back to the old tribe or isolating forever.
We talk about low-stakes belonging: places where you can be quiet, leave early, opt out, or show up partially - so your nervous system can collect real evidence that being yourself is safe.

You’ll hear a grounded reframe of success - shifting away from visibility and approval toward physiological safety, alignment, and sustainable confidence.

If you’ve been judging your need for quiet…
 If home has become a refuge you’re unsure how to grow beyond…
 This episode offers language, relief, and permission.

Home isn’t a hiding place.
 It’s often the training ground.

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 Your nervous system might not be the only one that needs to hear this.

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You’ll learn how to release survival stress, regulate your nervous system, and grow from safety, not struggle.

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Chapters

• 0:00 When Knowing Isn’t Healing
• 1:44 Redefining Success And Belonging
• 4:00 Belonging As Biology
• 7:16 The Identity Void And Grief
• 11:16 Home As A Safe Training Ground
• 14:20 Relief Versus Expansion
• 15:52 Experience Teaches Safety
• 16:00 Free Masterclass Invitation And Closing

Transcript

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If you're someone who's done a lot of inner work, you're self-aware, you've read a lot, you understand your patterns, and you can explain exactly what's happening to you, or you've got a great idea, you're more aware than most people. And maybe you're seeing a talk therapist and you feel like you're telling them and explaining to them. And you're spending a lot more time alone than you ever did before. This podcast is for you because there's something confusing that happens at this stage. There's like a little mini battle that can go on. You might have been through something that's really big, like a major challenge in your life. Maybe a toxic relationship or a workplace where power and control were like everywhere. It was a toxic environment. Or a family system where you had to shrink to belong. You may have left those places consciously. And your mind immediately might ask, like, why is this still affecting me? I thought I'd healed. And your staying at home is reinforcing that you're healing, you're moving on. But here's the part that most people don't understand. Wanting to be alone right now isn't a weakness, it really isn't. It's your nervous system becoming more discerning. It's learning like what doesn't feel safe because you're being away from that chaos or drama. And it's also learning, hey, this costs me too much. I don't want to be part of that. I'd rather be by myself at home in my cozy pajamas. And that discernment often comes before your next expansion. So your expansion is there, it's available, but it's not going to happen until you have that discernment. We've been taught something very specific about what a good life or what success looks like. If you look at social media, even in your family, success is portrayed as being busy, visible, invited, or popular, even at school with the popular kids were seen as successful. Being surrounded by people all the time and having this illusion. And for some people, it genuinely works for them. It really does. It might be they are more extrovert. But here's the question that most people never ask: Does that actually create belonging? Truly. Because for many of us, belonging comes with conditions. We belonged and we were taught that belonging is following someone else's rules, and you have to compromise or shrink or let others take the credit for your work, or let others be seen better, even if you know the answers, or tolerating power control dynamics. And what science is telling us in terms of research is belonging isn't just about being around people, being seen around people. It's actually something different. It's biological. Belonging is thought to be a fundamental need that is part of our biology, and it begins before birth with this psycho-physiological connection between the mother and the growing embryo. So even before birth, even after birth, infants connect with their caregivers, relying on them and trusting them that they will provide for them. That's why belonging is such an important piece for us. So real belonging actually regulates the nervous system. You can feel that safety. It tells the body, I am safe here. And if you have to perform like you have to be someone else to feel connected, your body never really gets that feeling of belonging completely. So you might know lots of people, but you might crave that belonging still. Even if your mind says, This is success, being seen to be successful, being seen to belong. So when someone starts to heal, and this might be your journey and this might be you, the first thing that often breaks isn't the motivation, it's the belonging. You start seeing people, or you become more aware, and then what happens is you want to stop people pleasing. The old power dynamics stop working. I'd rather be alone than deal with this drama. It's just really noisy. I just want some peace. And from the outside, people might worry about you and judge you and think that you're isolating yourself and then they need to come and rescue you. But from the inside, it's often something very different. It's like this feeling of, I just want peace. I just want to breathe for a second. And your system is pulling away from environments where connection requires your self-abandonment or your self-betrayal. You're not avoiding people, you're withdrawing from power and control mechanics that are external to you. And when I had to rebuild my life dealing with these types of dynamics, I noticed something, and I see this with clients all the time. There's a phase that no one really prepares you for because of how society sees success. It feels like the old version of you has to die. It genuinely feels like that. This is not poetic language. It genuinely feels like you're dying. And the truth is, even in science, you know, when people are dying, the place they want to go is home. They want to be in their comfort. The old identity doesn't fit anymore, but the new identity hasn't fully landed in your body yet. So you're in between, and you don't feel like who you were, and you don't feel like who you're becoming. So it's like this identity void. Something wants to change. You don't want to go. In fact, you can't go back to what it was. And from the outside, it can look like you've lost your motivation. And from the inside, it can also feel very confusing, and you might even believe you've lost your motivation or you're procrastinating or you've lost your drive. But it's also mixed with grief and relief and all this other stuff. So you try and motivate yourself in the old way, and you realize I don't want to do it in that way anymore. So if I have to achieve that goal, maybe I don't want that goal because I don't want to do it in that way that I used to do it. You don't lose power dynamics by moving away from all that toxicity. You also lose the illusion of belonging. Now, notice I've said illusion because it's not real belonging, not what you really are craving for. What you're really asking for now is you're asking for that deeper physiological belonging that is wired into your body and not that social performance. So it might be that you're not really into all that superficial stuff anymore. That's your call. I want a physiological belonging now. So let me say this again: you're not regressing, you're not self-abandoning or self-sabotaging, and you're not broken in any way. This is what it feels like when your identity is collapsing before your body has learned where it truly belongs next. Your mind understands what's happened, so you're thinking is oh, they were bad for me, and this isn't good, but your nervous system may be still asking one very simple question. Where is it safe for me to learn now? You know, where does it feel like I'm home? Like that feeling of being home, safe. And very often the safest place is home. Quiet, predictable, low stimulation, it's your space. Until that question is answered in the body, being at home makes complete sense. You're rebuilding. And here's where most people get stuck. We assume that once the mind understands something, that automatically the body should know. I've read the books, I see the pattern, I know this intellectually, I know what's happening. Why do I still feel anxious? Why does my body still react in this way? Because knowing is not the same as regulating. And actually, where the science is relieving, science actually consistently shows that belonging regulates nervous system, it stabilizes your identity, it's like feedback of who you are. Yeah. So part of actually really creating your identity and stabilizing in that identity is allowing that connection to happen in an authentic way to belong. Now, look, I'm gonna say something else. Like I know science is teaching us all about how important belonging is. There's so much research. But also, if you look at all the scriptures, all the spiritual scriptures have been saying that we are all one. We are, even on a spiritual perspective, we can feel that connection, that we are all one, we are united, we are connected. So belonging regulates the nervous system, it stabilizes identity, and it reduces the threat responses. But that spiritual scriptures or spiritual teachings say that we're one, we're connected, that also reduces threat responses in our body. Like we feel like we're safe, that we're all one, there's love, there's connection. That's why staying at home can feel so soothing. Not because you're avoiding life, but because your system is finely regulating. The loss of belonging doesn't hurt emotionally, it destabilizes the body. Studies show that social rejection activates the same brain regions as physical pain. Heart rate changes, breathing changes, threat systems activate. So even if the group you left was unhealthy, even if it was superficial or conditional, and you understand that logically, your body is still wired for that connection, for that unity. And that's why you might feel a panic that you feel a sign that you know you're missing out on something. It's not a sign that you should go back to that, it's a sign that you haven't landed in your space where you belong, where you're meant to be, somewhere new. From a biological perspective, being alone while others are grouped is interpreted as a threat. Like just think of it: like you're walking down the street and you see a group of people coming your way, and it's just one of you. It's a threat, even if logically you know you're safe. This also explains something people judge themselves harshly for. Why do I want to stay at home so much? Or feeling embarrassed that other people might be thinking, why do I want to stay at home? I should be out and making friends and doing things, or why do I just want peace and be in my pajamas and watching TV? Or why does socializing feel draining instead of energizing? This isn't laziness, it's not failure, it's not necessarily depression. It could be. When things that used to control you, approval, status, performance, stop working, and your nervous system is really truly looking for that safety now, you know, and cognitively you're looking for that. And safety often looks like quiet, predictable, and you're being autonomous. Home is the best place your system can finally breathe, unless you're living with a toxic person. You're not hiding from life, you're stabilizing while something new is forming. And this part matters. The same solitude that regulates you can also become a place you hide. And the nervous system doesn't know the difference here. Relief is not the same as expansion. Relief is like a springboard to expansion, and it's necessary, but the truth is it's not the destination. If you've outgrown the old tribe and the new one hasn't formed yet, and you're between identities, between communities, you don't think your way into belonging, you experience your way into it. So think about when you learn to swim. You could watch every single video about understand water, the composition of it, the buoyancy, the breathing, the arm positions, explain it perfectly. And the first time that you enter the water, your body still panics. Not because you didn't understand, but because your nervous system learns through experience, not from knowledge. Belonging works in the same way. Your mind may know you're safe now, and your body hasn't felt safe in your new context yet, but to feel fully safe in being, you need to experience that in a safe space. Most people think there's only two options, okay? One may be that you go back to the old version of yourself, shrink, perform, abandon yourself to feel safe again. And two is to stay at home, isolate, and never expand. But there is another option, and it's the one that leads forward. You don't look for your people yet. You build capacity first. Low-stakes belonging, places where you don't perform, where you don't have to explain, where your body can learn, I can be here as me, and nothing bad happens. Belonging doesn't start with confidence, or success doesn't even start with confidence. It's one of the biggest myths that we've been taught that I haven't got enough confidence, I need to get my confidence back. Confidence comes after safety. It makes sense, right? If you don't feel safe, you're not going to feel confident. So it never comes before that. Your nervous system doesn't follow commands, it follows cues, small experiences of safety repeated over time. That's how identity updates. One of my clients saying that when I was working with you, I felt I could do anything. And that is precisely it. It's like you allow yourself to have small experiences of safety repeated over time, where you can then step into that next version of yourself and be who you're meant to be to build success. So if you're noticing right now a little more space in your chest right now, that's not because you've learned something new. Is it because you already knew a lot of this? It's probably because something's really making sense within your body. Your body isn't resisting growth, it's oh, I'm understanding it. Like I'm making those connections. If you're ready to build your life, a sense of belonging, and really create what it is that you came here to do, where your nervous system is allowing you to expand and do it on your terms. You can find my free masterclass. I just want to say thank you for listening. I really appreciate you. And if there's something in particular that really landed for you, please let me know. I love hearing from all of you. I'm sending you so much love. Till next time.